BALISA

sa kanan-ibabang bahagi ng laptop ko : 11:30PM, pero pagtingin ko sa BB ko 3:51 AM na pala!

Umaatake na naman ang insomnia..bakit nga ba? hindi ako mapalagay nitong mga nakaraang araw...hindi naman ako malungkot, wala naman (siguro) na bumabagabag sakin, pero hindi din ako sobrang saya na nai-imagine ko.

Ano bang meron? 

- yung laptop ko kulay puti na tapos may mansanas sa likod na umiilaw, masaya sana pero hindi naman talaga akin kundi sa opisina - medyo depekto pa kaya hindi pa final ang hatol - at least unang blog nakatikim na

- tumakbo ako kanina, 3 ikot sa UP kasama ang mga hayskul friends ( na gradeschool pa lang friends na sila.. gulo noh?) ni Thea, tapos humigop ako ng tomato soup at kumain ng  salad sa Chocolate Kiss

- nalipat na ako ng department ( for the nth time) sa wakas, malinaw na daw trabaho ko sa opis..dun na lang daw ako sa simply amazing

-feeling ko busy ako pero hindi ko alam kung saan..alam mo yun.. busy pero sa samu't saring bagay

ayan lang naman yung mga nangyari pero bakit kaya ganto...siguro na miss ko lang mag sulat. ang tagal ko ng nagsulat ng matino.. yung sabi nga nila "mula sa puso", hindi naman ako ganoon kagaling sa english at kahit sa tagalog pero parang may bumubulong sakin na parang tikbalang na "sumulat ka" hayyy sana nga one day isang araw matino na yung masulat ko dito. Siguro nalilito din ako..

yung multiply kase parang masyado ng public

yung blogspot naman masyadong private

yung wordpress naman, nakakailmutan ko na

meron din akong iph,xanga,livejournal at kung ano-ano pa

lately tumblr naman ang kinaadikan ko

kaya siguro wala talaga akong dereksyon

hindi ko naiintindihan ang salitang FOCUS!

ang sakit sa ulo.. pero sige masubukan nga yang pokus na yan! 

Alam ko na yung pakiramdam ko ngayon.. para akong kukuha ng tubig sa balon tapos nung ilalag-lag ko na yung timba bigla akong napaisip kung talaga bang may tubig sa balon, kase sayang naman baka mabasag yung timba tapos pinaasa lang ako na may tubig dun..tapos ayun, maghahanap na lang ba  ako ng poso, tapos sisiguraduhin kong may tubig? Baka naman may bukas, hintayin ko lang muna.

ang gulo noh? ako din naguguluhan na...baka antok lang talaga ako

O sya, Gandang Umaga, mamayang gabi may deyt ako sa sinehan, kasama ko si Popoy, pero iba na ata pangalan nya dito sa sunod na pelikula. Di ko feel yung plot eh, manloloko kase si Popoy dito, nakakaasiwa tuloy. Hay buhay, parang nalantang mga bulaklak...

BALISA

sa kanan-ibabang bahagi ng laptop ko : 11:30PM, pero pagtingin ko sa BB ko 3:51 AM na pala!

Umaatake na naman ang insomnia..bakit nga ba? hindi ako mapalagay nitong mga nakaraang araw...hindi naman ako malungkot, wala naman (siguro) na bumabagabag sakin, pero hindi din ako sobrang saya na nai-imagine ko.

Ano bang meron? 

- yung laptop ko kulay puti na tapos may mansanas sa likod na umiilaw, masaya sana pero hindi naman talaga akin kundi sa opisina - medyo depekto pa kaya hindi pa final ang hatol - at least unang blog nakatikim na

- tumakbo ako kanina, 3 ikot sa UP kasama ang mga hayskul friends ( na gradeschool pa lang friends na sila.. gulo noh?) ni Thea, tapos humigop ako ng tomato soup at kumain ng  salad sa Chocolate Kiss

- nalipat na ako ng department ( for the nth time) sa wakas, malinaw na daw trabaho ko sa opis..dun na lang daw ako sa simply amazing

-feeling ko busy ako pero hindi ko alam kung saan..alam mo yun.. busy pero sa samu't saring bagay

ayan lang naman yung mga nangyari pero bakit kaya ganto...siguro na miss ko lang mag sulat. ang tagal ko ng nagsulat ng matino.. yung sabi nga nila "mula sa puso", hindi naman ako ganoon kagaling sa english at kahit sa tagalog pero parang may bumubulong sakin na parang tikbalang na "sumulat ka" hayyy sana nga one day isang araw matino na yung masulat ko dito. Siguro nalilito din ako..

yung multiply kase parang masyado ng public

yung blogspot naman masyadong private

yung wordpress naman, nakakailmutan ko na

meron din akong iph,xanga,livejournal at kung ano-ano pa

lately tumblr naman ang kinaadikan ko

kaya siguro wala talaga akong dereksyon

hindi ko naiintindihan ang salitang FOCUS!

ang sakit sa ulo.. pero sige masubukan nga yang pokus na yan! 

Alam ko na yung pakiramdam ko ngayon.. para akong kukuha ng tubig sa balon tapos nung ilalag-lag ko na yung timba bigla akong napaisip kung talaga bang may tubig sa balon, kase sayang naman baka mabasag yung timba tapos pinaasa lang ako na may tubig dun..tapos ayun, maghahanap na lang ba  ako ng poso, tapos sisiguraduhin kong may tubig? Baka naman may bukas, hintayin ko lang muna.

ang gulo noh? ako din naguguluhan na...baka antok lang talaga ako

O sya, Gandang Umaga, mamayang gabi may deyt ako sa sinehan, kasama ko si Popoy, pero iba na ata pangalan nya dito sa sunod na pelikula. Di ko feel yung plot eh, manloloko kase si Popoy dito, nakakaasiwa tuloy. Hay buhay, parang nalantang mga bulaklak...

Never Knew I Needed

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RA-6u52VoD8

****first time i heard the song was at the end of the  movie Princess and the Frog, i knew it was Ne-yo! =)
it is such a sweet song perfect for a cute movie, feel good music but truly inspiring and exciting to sing-a-long when we finally find the one****

Never Knew I Needed
For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that i have
Of everything that i wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)

For the ending of my first begin
And for the rare and unexpected friend
For the way you're something that i never choose
But at the same time something i don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

You're the best thing i never knew i needed
So when you were here i had no idea
You're the best thing i never knew i needed
So now it's so clear i need you here always

My accidental happily (ever after oh oh oh)
The way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

You're the best thing i never knew i needed (oh)
So when you were here i had no idea
You're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
So now it's so clear i need you here always

Who'd knew that i'd be here (who'd knew that i'd be here oh oh)
So unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
Undeniably happy (hey)
Said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)
Girl you're the...

You're the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed oh oh)
So when you were here i had no idea
You're the best thing i never knew i needed (needed oh)
So now it's so clear i need you here always
Baby baby
Now it's so clear i need you here always

A Brave New World

Exactly! I am now 28 (yez, that’s the magic number!) but I would always feel like I’m 18 ^_^. 10 years ago, I celebrated my debut; I can still remember how excited I am coz they say at the age of 18, new chapters will open. Indeed, every year after wards revealed itself (I don’t think I need to tell the whole story?!). Today, more than ever I am ready for a Brave New World. ( I adopted this from the finale episode of Heroes Volume 5..few minutes before I write this blog… I think it’s pretty inspiring)

There are few I would like to emphasize my gratitude:

Thank You, Papa God. 27 years was long enough but I know You have greater plans for me!

Thank You to my family, for loving me just the way I am.

Thank You to my friends, for bringing more color into my life.

Thank You… coz never was I discouraged to stop waiting or looking for you. One day we will see each other J

Lemme share with you this : My last activity before my birthday was a few miles run… I closed my eyes and spread my arms in the air ( Clocks plays in my iPod). I took in a mouthful of oxygen and as I opened my eyes, behind the velvet sky, I saw the stars glancing at me in between the branches of the trees. I heard serenity calling my name and I smiled. After the run, I realized my 4 year old Nike shoes finally reached the final curtain, not even a single clue that it just breathe its last breath or should I say run its last mile... it was a long  journey with my shoes. Now, that calls for a celebration, coz I will be buying a new one! This indeed is a new beginning… a brand new world in everything.

( 12:15AM 2.12.10) I posted this blog and went out to look for Evangeline, now is the perfect time to grant  my prayers = )

A Brave New World

Exactly! I am now 28 (yez, that’s the magic number!) but I would always feel like I’m 18 ^_^. 10 years ago, I celebrated my debut; I can still remember how excited I am coz they say at the age of 18, new chapters will open. Indeed, every year after wards revealed itself (I don’t think I need to tell the whole story?!). Today, more than ever I am ready for a Brave New World. ( I adopted this from the finale episode of Heroes Volume 5..few minutes before I write this blog… I think it’s pretty inspiring)

There are few I would like to emphasize my gratitude:

Thank You, Papa God. 27 years was long enough but I know You have greater plans for me!

Thank You to my family, for loving me just the way I am.

Thank You to my friends, for bringing more color into my life.

Thank You… coz never was I discouraged to stop waiting or looking for you. One day we will see each other J

Lemme share with you this : My last activity before my birthday was a few miles run… I closed my eyes and spread my arms in the air ( Clocks plays in my iPod). I took in a mouthful of oxygen and as I opened my eyes, behind the velvet sky, I saw the stars glancing at me in between the branches of the trees. I heard serenity calling my name and I smiled. After the run, I realized my 4 year old Nike shoes finally reached the final curtain, not even a single clue that it just breathe its last breath or should I say run its last mile... it was a long  journey with my shoes. Now, that calls for a celebration, coz I will be buying a new one! This indeed is a new beginning… a brand new world in everything.

( 12:15AM 2.12.10) I posted this blog and went out to look for Evangeline, now is the perfect time to grant  my prayers = )

A Brave New World

A Brave New World

 

Exactly! I am now 28 (yez, that’s the magic number!) but I would always feel like I’m 18 ^_^. 10 years ago, I celebrated my debut; I can still remember how excited I am coz they say at the age of 18, new chapters will open. Indeed, every year after wards revealed itself (I don’t think I need to tell the whole story?!). Today, more than ever I am ready for a Brave New World. ( I adopted this from the finale episode of Heroes Volume 5..few minutes before I write this blog… I think it’s pretty inspiring)

There are few I would like to emphasize my gratitude:

Thank You, Papa God. 27 years was long enough but I know You have greater plans for me!

Thank You to my family, for loving me just the way I am.

Thank You to my friends, for bringing more color into my life.

Thank You… coz never was I discouraged to stop waiting or looking for you. One day we will see each other J

 Lemme share with you this : My last activity before my birthday was a few miles run… I closed my eyes and spread my arms in the air ( Clocks plays in my iPod). I took in a mouthful of oxygen and as I opened my eyes, behind the velvet sky, I saw the stars glancing at me in between the branches of the trees. I heard serenity calling my name and I smiled. After the run, I realized my 4 year old Nike shoes finally reached the final curtain, not even a single clue that it just breathe its last breath or should I say run its last mile... it was along  journey with my shoes. Now, that calls for a celebration, coz I will be buying a new one! This indeed is a new beginning… a brave new world in everything.

 

( 12:15AM 2.12.10) I posted this blog and went out to look for Evangeline, now is the perfect time to grant  my prayers = )

 

It's knocking at my door

2.4.10 2:52PM

I was just so happy last night.. really. I can't take away the smile off my face.
It's just weird that today, as I am writing this blog I can feel depression knocking at my door. Have you ever experienced wanting to do something that you really really like but doesn't have the courage to do so? You are so helpless you just succumb to a  quick depression? Arrgh, that's what I'm feeling right now. T__T

I'm not afraid of change, change is good..healthy even. If it is there, I would gladly welcome it but if I have to do the change myself, it is a different story.

I want to dance again
I want to travel
I want to love
I want to fall in love again
I want to be  simple and happy
I want to pray more
I want to run more
I want my own Pandora
my own Neverland, my own Wonderland

*sigh* 

(knock,knock,knock)

..I'm so not opening the door, perhaps depression will go away soon.

KNOCK KNOCK

2.4.10 2:52PM

I was just so happy last night.. really. I can't take away the smile off my face.
It's just weird that today, as I am writing this blog I can feel depression knocking at my door. Have you ever experienced wanting to do something that you really really like but doesn't have the courage to do so? You are so helpless you just succumb to a  quick depression? Arrgh, that's what I'm feeling right now. T__T

I'm not afraid of change, change is good..healthy even. If it is there, I would gladly welcome it but if I have to do the change myself, it is a different story.

I want to dance again
I want to travel
I want to love
I want to fall in love again
I want to be simple and happy
I want to pray more
I want to run more
I want my own Pandora
my own Neverland, my own Wonderland

*sigh* 

(knock,knock,knock)

..I'm so not opening the door, perhaps depression will walk away soon.

random new things

Thea and I went to divi last Sunday.. we were supposed to canvas materials for the upcoming SFC ICON in Davao. Well, we were successful in finding the best priced items = ) I also bought some unusual stuff, you know it’s divi, every itsy bitsy things are just a few “tawad” away. So here goes the partial list ( partial coz we will be back.. haha)

1. Disco Ball - ok, so I love music and a disco ball can seriously bring in more flavor

= )

2. USB/battery operated deskfan - im gonna bring it to the office, back up plan when the aircon fails, neat!

3. windfan - uhmm actually dunno where to place it, i was just attracted with the cutie color of the flowers and the butterfly. I could have bought more.. maybe it can fly me to the moon one day!

random new things

Thea and I went to divi last Sunday.. we were supposed to canvas materials for the upcoming SFC ICON in Davao. Well, we were successful in finding the best priced items = ) I also bought some unusual stuff, you know it’s divi, every itsy bitsy things are just a few “tawad” away. So here goes the partial list ( partial coz we will be back.. haha)

1. Disco Ball - ok, so I love music and a disco ball can seriously  bring in more flavor

= )

2. USB/battery operated deskfan - im gonna bring it to the office, back up plan when the aircon fails, neat!

3. windfan - uhmm actually dunno where to place it, i was just attracted with the cutie color of the flowers and the butterfly. I could have bought more.. maybe it can fly me to the moon one day!