Cocktail #1

I need a break.

It’s November and I am overwhelmed. I miss those days when I’m just happy with the simple things that are going on around me like capturing a beautiful sunrise with Peaches, waking up in the morning  from  a Yoga session ( I overslept on my mat) or devouring on a cup of blueberry yogurt, damn I miss yogurts!

There are so many things happening at the same time  and I can’t catch up, been busy earning my first million I guess..Congratulations, I am still P999,999 away from it.

I even neglected this small haven of mine, I haven’t been writing much. Believe me, I sat down countless times these past few months trying to compose something in my head  but I always end up pressing the cancel button.

What’s wrong blueberry girl?

Oh, I have been meaning to write down one of my accomplished 30 before 30 activities – Wedding hosting in Boracay, but  I’ll have that on another article instead. I just remembered , since I have this 30 b4 30 project, I might be appealing for an extension.  I have to be honest with myself, I wanted to be all positive and stuff but I am an inch away from changing  this project to 30 during 30 list *big,fat sigh*. With the hectic schedule ( I have no intentions of expounding) I am afraid I have to postpone some things on the list..like eating okra and talong ( dude, this is  serious)

Actually I made up my mind, the decision is final ( F! I have to change my logo too! L )  As a mature individual ( just for the moment) there are things I need to give up for the sake of some imperative milestones in my life. Every penny counts, every activity matters so much that I don’t have the luxury of time ( damn it, I normally have that!) to have fun fun fun.  Realizing this makes me wanna drop on the floor and cry. Something just pricked the happy bubble again, but this is to pave way to bigger and greater rainbow colored bubbles.

I think my blog entry doesn’t make sense. I just wanna end this blog with few things that filled up my simple bucket of joy this week:

I  can wear medium sized clothes again

I was able to go on a solo back packing trip for 5 days, it was not Siquijor but then again it’s worth it

I witnessed a ray of sunshine in a happy place, Boracay :)