what's next?

*Sigh* ang tagal ko na palang hindi nakakapagblog =( It's 1:28 in the morning but here I am typing random thoughts. I don't know if it was a happy or sad day for me, that's why I don't wanna be left alone wondering about things since there are many ( too many) reasons to laugh and even to cry for.

I was on my way to Tagaytay this morning and to ease the boredom I took out my Ipod. Of course, as the bus strolls in the towns of Cavite, movie-like moments begin to fill my head and so I closed my eyes and thought about the things that really makes me happy. I wanted to do too many things, I had to admit.. I don't know how to FOCUS! That should be a good start, try to FOCUS on the most important things first, maybe I will be able to find the happiness I'm looking for.

And so I almost cried ( while on a bus going to tagaytay!?, maybe not an appropriate moment to unleash the tears but it was a perfect moment for me to be true to myself.

Did I make any sense? So what really is next.. I have to find out!