do i know where I am going to...

 

*sigh*...i really don't know where I am headed right now...too many roads to travel..but still i don't have a ticket to any....*sigh*

the bench

 

I was walking towards the park and i sat on the bench..i placed the icewater  i bought beside me and i enjoyed the ice cream I am eating...at least i enjoyed the ice cream! grr..and it all came back to me...

and the question still lingers.." why do i keep on loving you?" and whoosshh..flashback...a while ago i found myself running into a bridge away from a situation i cannot bear...just that..

I just have to be away from that scenario or else ill burst into tears or in madness? hmm...

Some people...they really are too insensitive...or am i just being so stupid..*sigh*

Thus i finished my last bite...*the icewater already melted*...and i picked it up, left the bench and went home

Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it and life always makes more.
- Dr. Meridith Grey

 

am i back?

>www.multipy.com *click*

> typed my username and password *click*

> *so here iam trying to live the normal life again after months of sacrifices*

>blog?!

> perhaps next time...