A Brave New World

Exactly! I am now 28 (yez, that’s the magic number!) but I would always feel like I’m 18 ^_^. 10 years ago, I celebrated my debut; I can still remember how excited I am coz they say at the age of 18, new chapters will open. Indeed, every year after wards revealed itself (I don’t think I need to tell the whole story?!). Today, more than ever I am ready for a Brave New World. ( I adopted this from the finale episode of Heroes Volume 5..few minutes before I write this blog… I think it’s pretty inspiring)

There are few I would like to emphasize my gratitude:

Thank You, Papa God. 27 years was long enough but I know You have greater plans for me!

Thank You to my family, for loving me just the way I am.

Thank You to my friends, for bringing more color into my life.

Thank You… coz never was I discouraged to stop waiting or looking for you. One day we will see each other J

Lemme share with you this : My last activity before my birthday was a few miles run… I closed my eyes and spread my arms in the air ( Clocks plays in my iPod). I took in a mouthful of oxygen and as I opened my eyes, behind the velvet sky, I saw the stars glancing at me in between the branches of the trees. I heard serenity calling my name and I smiled. After the run, I realized my 4 year old Nike shoes finally reached the final curtain, not even a single clue that it just breathe its last breath or should I say run its last mile... it was a long  journey with my shoes. Now, that calls for a celebration, coz I will be buying a new one! This indeed is a new beginning… a brand new world in everything.

( 12:15AM 2.12.10) I posted this blog and went out to look for Evangeline, now is the perfect time to grant  my prayers = )

A Brave New World

Exactly! I am now 28 (yez, that’s the magic number!) but I would always feel like I’m 18 ^_^. 10 years ago, I celebrated my debut; I can still remember how excited I am coz they say at the age of 18, new chapters will open. Indeed, every year after wards revealed itself (I don’t think I need to tell the whole story?!). Today, more than ever I am ready for a Brave New World. ( I adopted this from the finale episode of Heroes Volume 5..few minutes before I write this blog… I think it’s pretty inspiring)

There are few I would like to emphasize my gratitude:

Thank You, Papa God. 27 years was long enough but I know You have greater plans for me!

Thank You to my family, for loving me just the way I am.

Thank You to my friends, for bringing more color into my life.

Thank You… coz never was I discouraged to stop waiting or looking for you. One day we will see each other J

Lemme share with you this : My last activity before my birthday was a few miles run… I closed my eyes and spread my arms in the air ( Clocks plays in my iPod). I took in a mouthful of oxygen and as I opened my eyes, behind the velvet sky, I saw the stars glancing at me in between the branches of the trees. I heard serenity calling my name and I smiled. After the run, I realized my 4 year old Nike shoes finally reached the final curtain, not even a single clue that it just breathe its last breath or should I say run its last mile... it was a long  journey with my shoes. Now, that calls for a celebration, coz I will be buying a new one! This indeed is a new beginning… a brand new world in everything.

( 12:15AM 2.12.10) I posted this blog and went out to look for Evangeline, now is the perfect time to grant  my prayers = )

A Brave New World

A Brave New World

 

Exactly! I am now 28 (yez, that’s the magic number!) but I would always feel like I’m 18 ^_^. 10 years ago, I celebrated my debut; I can still remember how excited I am coz they say at the age of 18, new chapters will open. Indeed, every year after wards revealed itself (I don’t think I need to tell the whole story?!). Today, more than ever I am ready for a Brave New World. ( I adopted this from the finale episode of Heroes Volume 5..few minutes before I write this blog… I think it’s pretty inspiring)

There are few I would like to emphasize my gratitude:

Thank You, Papa God. 27 years was long enough but I know You have greater plans for me!

Thank You to my family, for loving me just the way I am.

Thank You to my friends, for bringing more color into my life.

Thank You… coz never was I discouraged to stop waiting or looking for you. One day we will see each other J

 Lemme share with you this : My last activity before my birthday was a few miles run… I closed my eyes and spread my arms in the air ( Clocks plays in my iPod). I took in a mouthful of oxygen and as I opened my eyes, behind the velvet sky, I saw the stars glancing at me in between the branches of the trees. I heard serenity calling my name and I smiled. After the run, I realized my 4 year old Nike shoes finally reached the final curtain, not even a single clue that it just breathe its last breath or should I say run its last mile... it was along  journey with my shoes. Now, that calls for a celebration, coz I will be buying a new one! This indeed is a new beginning… a brave new world in everything.

 

( 12:15AM 2.12.10) I posted this blog and went out to look for Evangeline, now is the perfect time to grant  my prayers = )

 

It's knocking at my door

2.4.10 2:52PM

I was just so happy last night.. really. I can't take away the smile off my face.
It's just weird that today, as I am writing this blog I can feel depression knocking at my door. Have you ever experienced wanting to do something that you really really like but doesn't have the courage to do so? You are so helpless you just succumb to a  quick depression? Arrgh, that's what I'm feeling right now. T__T

I'm not afraid of change, change is good..healthy even. If it is there, I would gladly welcome it but if I have to do the change myself, it is a different story.

I want to dance again
I want to travel
I want to love
I want to fall in love again
I want to be  simple and happy
I want to pray more
I want to run more
I want my own Pandora
my own Neverland, my own Wonderland

*sigh* 

(knock,knock,knock)

..I'm so not opening the door, perhaps depression will go away soon.

KNOCK KNOCK

2.4.10 2:52PM

I was just so happy last night.. really. I can't take away the smile off my face.
It's just weird that today, as I am writing this blog I can feel depression knocking at my door. Have you ever experienced wanting to do something that you really really like but doesn't have the courage to do so? You are so helpless you just succumb to a  quick depression? Arrgh, that's what I'm feeling right now. T__T

I'm not afraid of change, change is good..healthy even. If it is there, I would gladly welcome it but if I have to do the change myself, it is a different story.

I want to dance again
I want to travel
I want to love
I want to fall in love again
I want to be simple and happy
I want to pray more
I want to run more
I want my own Pandora
my own Neverland, my own Wonderland

*sigh* 

(knock,knock,knock)

..I'm so not opening the door, perhaps depression will walk away soon.

random new things

Thea and I went to divi last Sunday.. we were supposed to canvas materials for the upcoming SFC ICON in Davao. Well, we were successful in finding the best priced items = ) I also bought some unusual stuff, you know it’s divi, every itsy bitsy things are just a few “tawad” away. So here goes the partial list ( partial coz we will be back.. haha)

1. Disco Ball - ok, so I love music and a disco ball can seriously bring in more flavor

= )

2. USB/battery operated deskfan - im gonna bring it to the office, back up plan when the aircon fails, neat!

3. windfan - uhmm actually dunno where to place it, i was just attracted with the cutie color of the flowers and the butterfly. I could have bought more.. maybe it can fly me to the moon one day!

random new things

Thea and I went to divi last Sunday.. we were supposed to canvas materials for the upcoming SFC ICON in Davao. Well, we were successful in finding the best priced items = ) I also bought some unusual stuff, you know it’s divi, every itsy bitsy things are just a few “tawad” away. So here goes the partial list ( partial coz we will be back.. haha)

1. Disco Ball - ok, so I love music and a disco ball can seriously  bring in more flavor

= )

2. USB/battery operated deskfan - im gonna bring it to the office, back up plan when the aircon fails, neat!

3. windfan - uhmm actually dunno where to place it, i was just attracted with the cutie color of the flowers and the butterfly. I could have bought more.. maybe it can fly me to the moon one day!

can you keep a secret?

CAN YOU KEEP A SECRET?

Photo : Frank Warren's Post Secret "Confessions on Life, Death, and God"

MY SECRET POST ( which is no longer a secret now) : I waited for someone to give me this book as a gift. I'm tired of waiting so I bought one myself :)

Post Secret has touched and aided the lives of many people, perhaps including mine :)

PostSecret is a community art project where people release their secrets by anonymously mailing them on a homemade postcard. Frank Warren started PostSecret in November, 2004 and has since received thousands of secrets from all over the world.

It was even used on The All-American Rejects Video : Dirty Little Secret

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ikv7TI87io&feature=fvst

How about you? what's your secret?

Let's Cross Over

 October 26, 2009

If I were to choose a phrase that I often use in my posts, it would be: How fast time flies

Time and time again I would suddenly realize that a week, a month or even years have passed me by. But what is it that made me write again today? Aside from browsing my old posts, well let’s just say I got tired of putting the pen on paper (how do I translate that in cyberspace jargon?)  on bitterness and the likes. Rather, I wanna inspire and excite myself with what’s in store for me NOW and in the FUTURE.

Exactly a year ago, at the same time I’m writing this now ( 7:12AM), I was staring blankly and  allowing Loneliness swallow me into a super massive black hole. I started by letting the tears creep  down my cheeks then I advanced to loud sobbing and later on I became frantic that I thought I will die anytime because of the intolerable pain I’m experiencing. I know, or so thought I knew, that I will never ever in a 100 billion light years  be able to move on. EVERYTHING that is happening to me at that moment, the anguish, I know, will NEVER go away.

Fast forward a year later, here I am. A new woman, reborn and another year have just made me stronger, I guess. When I look back, I would just laugh at myself with all the drama antics I manifested to the universe.

In the past, I would question why it happened, of all people, to me.

Today, I’m grateful to experience such emotion.

In the past, I would think I wasted my time

Today, I’m grateful I offered myself time to love and to give

I haven’t seen the NEW rainbow yet, but I’m pretty much sure I will

A year has passed, and now I’m experiencing the best thrilling wave of love. Oh yes, from my family and friends. On with the journey…on with finding small and big everyday happyness!

How fast time flies, indeed. Make the most out of it.

Now, for you my friend, if you’ve also been  through  a painful past regardless the intensity… I invite you…Attraversiamo*! 

*Attraversiamo is the Italian word for “let’s cross over” , inspired from reading Eat, Pray, Love 

Let's Cross Over

If I were to choose a phrase that I often use in my posts, it would be: How fast time flies

Time and time again I would suddenly realize that a week, a month or even years have passed me by. But what is it that made me write again today? Aside from browsing my old posts, well let’s just say I got tired of putting the pen on paper (how do I translate that in cyberspace jargon?)  on bitterness and the likes. Rather, I wanna inspire and excite myself with what’s in store for me NOW and in the FUTURE.

Exactly a year ago, at the same time I’m writing this now ( 7:12AM), I was staring blankly and  allowing Loneliness swallow me into a super massive black hole. I started by letting the tears creep  down my cheeks then I advanced to loud sobbing and later on I became frantic that I thought I will die anytime because of the intolerable pain I’m experiencing. I know, or so thought I knew, that I will never ever in a 100 billion light years  be able to move on. EVERYTHING that is happening to me at that moment, the anguish, I know, will NEVER go away.

Fast forward a year later, here I am. A new woman, reborn and another year have just made me stronger, I guess. When I look back, I would just laugh at myself with all the drama antics I manifested to the universe.  

In the past, I would question why it happened, of all people, to me.

Today, I’m grateful to experience such emotion.

In the past, I would think I wasted my time

Today, I’m grateful I offered myself time to love and to give

I haven’t seen the NEW rainbow yet, but I’m pretty much sure I will

A year has passed, and now I’m experiencing the best thrilling wave of love. Oh yes, from my family and friends. On with the journey…on with finding small and big everyday happyness!

How fast time flies, indeed. Make the most out of it.

Now, for you my friend, if you’ve also been  through  a painful past regardless the intensity… I invite you…Attraversiamo*! 

*Attraversiamo is the Italian word for “let’s cross over” , inspired from reading Eat, Pray, Love